yllek_says
23 October 2009 @ 12:51 am

just realised how long i've been missing from here.
been SUPER DUPER busy with school work, projects and all.
havent been having enough rest the past few weeks since school started.
everyday is just filled with stuff to do.
but it's good to keep myself busy too! 

have lots to upload but dont know where to start.
will find time to update all at one shot.






22nd October 2009
3 years                                             
      if we had been stronger.
 
 
Current Mood: melancholy
 
 

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yllek_says
16 September 2009 @ 12:40 am
you.  


you.

i have had on and off thoughts about you.
i dreamt of you the other night.
i wondered who your nick meant but i told myself i should not be thinking.
i feel sad knowing that you are going to enter soon but again, i told myself i should not think.
it's been awhile since i seen or talked to you.
i just hope you are happy and fine.

as for me,

in Him, i will trust! (: 
and i know He will provide.


just want to pray for the Lord to watch over you as you go on your holiday (though i have no idea where you're going) but i pray for your safety and those who going with you! 
The Lord will keep you safe! ((:

 
 
Current Mood: melancholy
 
 
yllek_says
09 September 2009 @ 12:08 am

they said that i am not who i used to be.
i asked them why? 
they replied, " you are not the cheerful kelly we used to know. "
i said, " i still smiles and all."
and they said, "but it's not from your heart."

the loss of that relationship really made a great impact on me.
so much so that i am really afraid to step in another.
i'm afraid of the hurt it brings when it ends.
i'm afraid of letting myself fall again.
but above all this, i want to pick myself up again.
 


losing yourself can be scary sometimes,
when finding yourself back can be a challenge.
but overcoming a challenge makes a person a stronger,
and that's where i want to head to.

 
 
Current Mood: numb
 
 
yllek_says
05 September 2009 @ 11:57 am

it's a week since school started. 
what can i say? but it's all about adapting again.
the one week went by slowly as if it's a month! 

university life i would say, is different from life in poly.
though it works on a system similiar, the people and environment is quite different.
university life is rather stressful, workload heavy (i have like 3 projects on hand already!) and everyone is disciplined and efficient.
i made awesome new friends already and my group mates are great! ((:

side track, my left eye was feeling bruised the past 5 days.
not that i got punched or anything but i dont know why either.
the feeling is like having a blue-black on the inside of my lower eyelid.
thought that it will get better but it felt really bad yesterday that each time i blink, it hurts.
mum suggested seeing the doc before it gets worse and thank God i did!
the doc says that it is an eye infection lah. wonder how i even got it.
but at least i have something to apply on it now.
hope it recovers soon coz it is affecting me quite abit.

oh well.
it's the weekends now.
and i finally know how it feels when it's "TGIF!". HAHA.


i'm off to    fly kite fly kite all the rest can go fly kite! ((:

 
 
Current Mood: content
 
 

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yllek_says
30 August 2009 @ 10:16 pm

after months of holidays, it is time for me to hit the books again.
school at SIM-UB is gonna start tomorrow and i'm all excited over it! (:

i think it's good for me to reflect over what i've learnt or did and set goals for what's ahead.  )
 
 
Current Mood: pleased